Internal Confusion

Heart says, "Pump to the right. Make that side strong." Brain says, "I lean to the left. That is the side of artists. That should be strong." Soul says, "Do what feels natural. Do what feels good. Trust yourself." Hands say, "Ask the other hand."

What it all adds up to is I have the kind of balance where I can stand on skates, but not the kind to carry a tray across the room. I have the kind of motor skills where I can play the piano but don't watch me eat draw or try to write my name. I always lose at Pictionary.

For the most part, I end up listening to the soul. I end up doing things in my own unique fashion. It's been enought years that I'm comfortable with that.